Polaroid Video (MV)

I am looking at you
You are everything I'm not
I stare at pictures
Because I'm afraid, everything else will fade
I don't want to be happy
I just want to be okay
So if I'm going to drown I can, drown smiling in this
Are the memories on my drawer hinting at something more?
Because I wish I was made of the people around me so maybe I could feel pure
I'm sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
I know I'm the reason why I don't make the family photos when they're taken
Cause' I'm in a room breathing too heavy to face it
And I wish I could just replace this and crystallise the love in your hearts
To keep it with me when I need it most
I'm sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
Sat there staring at the faces on these polaroids
I'll hold on to this
Because one day I don't want to die all alone
I'll stay around
Because one day I don't want to die all alone
I'll hold on
I'll stay around
I'll find a way
I'll find a way