IEnvyYou - Shouldn't Miss You Lyrics

Didn't think it'd be so hard
To admit I'm falling apart
Thought she was just a summer fling
But those eyes oh they changed everything

Now I'm tangled up in blue
Thinking 'bout what I shouldn't do
Got me questioning the truth
She's on my mind it's nothing new

I don't think that I like her
But why do I swipe through her pictures?
Trying to forget but then I miss her
Tell me what's this contradiction?
I say no but my heart's addicted
Caught in lies and fictitious feelings

Laughing while I'm pretending
But inside I'm barely hanging
She says we're nothing serious
Yet her touch it feels delirious

Caught in a game it's always the same
She's a fire and I'm drawn to the flame
Every escape just feels like a chain
She's in my thoughts driving me insane

I don't think that I like her
But why do I swipe through her pictures?
Trying to forget but then I miss her
Tell me what's this contradiction?
I say no but my heart's addicted
Caught in lies and fictitious feelings

Should I stay should I go?
This indecision's taking its toll
She's a riddle hard to decode
Falling fast but I'm scared of the road

Guess I'm lost in this mess I confess
Trying to leave but I'm obsessed
I don't think that I like her
But maybe just maybe I guess