Bad Lie Video (MV)

I was alone
I wasn't right but I wasn't wrong
Wanted to fight but I wasn't strong
Struggle inside but outside is calm
Nobody know it
Never been one for the fake-types
If the vibe off then I break ties
Cut the bad fruit when it ain't ripe
Lessons I learned through the grapevine
Never leave your back open
They gone pull a steak knife uh
Never knew a thing that is break time
Clock keep ticking even when you try to save time
Late nights contemplating where the f*ck my life is going
I don't know and it's driving me crazy
My family thinking that I am just lazy
My friends they don't care, they wont ride when it's rainy
Don't feel like the world really likes when I'm gracious
Cause everyone out here just tryin to change me
Feeling like my life is a bad lie
Nothing ever working even though I damn try
Sit in all of my thoughts just to pass time
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just, it just
Nothing ever really change in this bland life
Nobody really gonna be there in the sad times
Look at how they chastise
Never really ask why
Bad times make me wanna flatline
Seeming like the world tryna gaslight
Rap my feelings from the heart
When I feel up in the dark
Yet these people wanna hate
Tryna tear me apart
I'm just giving what I got
Tryna live off what I jot
Even if I let it fall
Then I pick up what is lost
Till it's my moment
Gotta be strong even when I feel my life colder
Put it all on my shoulders
I'mma soldier
So I just grin and bare it
All those years at the bottom was just building up my merit
At the ceiling I was staring
Questiong "Why?"
Now I know deep down if you really gone fly
Gotta know the bottom well till it meld in your mind
If you make it out of hell then it's heaven you'll find
Feeling like my life is a bad lie
Nothing ever working even though I damn try
Sit in all of my thoughts just to pass time
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just, it just
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay it just pass by
Nothing ever really stay
Nothing ever stay
Nothing ever stay