Lost my mom, I'm still standing Still standing, still ain't broken
Lost my girl, I'm heartbroken Yeah, heartbroken, but ain't broken
Lost a fortune, still standing I'm still standing, still ain't broken
Life throw me shit, I'm still standing Still standing from my a boy to beast
Boy to beast , boy to beast Boy to beast, went from a boy to beast
Boy to beast , boy to beast , boy to beast, went from a boy to beast
Boy to beast, its been five years since mom left, Five years since I left home
Five years since I went from a boy to a beast
Saw life in my own terms, still not stopping, Still rooting for me, still trying to struggle
Work through life phases , thrive to understand
I'm now a man, I understand my dad better Same shit that I said since I left since
My mom coulda Tried to go with my worst sin
I won't stop still, till I seek better, Alpha'ed up, I'm no more beta
Tell the niggas I'm way more damn better than you saw us before
What do you think you see my fault in, five years ago
I'm way too different now, tryna beak in the same moves in now
Give me that shoe you thought I couldn't fit in now, Tell me how much you want me to be way down
BOY I can't cuz I'm standing up like my dick
In the morning, if I'm running bitches , it's still the same still
Cause I went from a boy to a beast Boy to beast , boy to beast
Went from a boy to a beast Boy to beast , boy to beast
Boy to beast e, went from a boy to a beast
Now it's two years since pum left , I've been feeling so dumb
Why would I even plead for anyone to be with me
I felt so, like It was less of me, tryna pleas with anybody
When I knew I'm a blessing, in disguise, yeah a diamond in the rough
Not tryna brag but I prolly don't even brag enough
About how much of good person I am
How much I want impacted with you, made you a better you
Push you to do better, highs, reach for the best of hights
Why you tryna pull me down, tell me how much of lesser me
I could have probably be,
I ain't giving two f*cks about those shit no more
I'd probably be saying things like, you can never find another me
Or try to replace me, or see someone that cared a lot for you
Like I probably did you, but I know that's not the lane I am
I'm way too grown , for such shit, no bitch spirit in here
Good energy, so I'll probably wish you the best
Even though I know that was what I had planned for you
Probably wish you the best love, even though I know
There's no better shit than what I had to offer you
So I say thank you for letting me down
Leaving me at my down time, so I rose up From grass to grace , like a phoenix from ashes
When I stood up, I have so much to give you
Thank you for giving me the fuel I needed to be a me
Thank you, thank you for giving me all the hurt I needed
To stand on my own
Thank you, thank you for showing me the world we probably cool off you
Thank you for showing me loving ain't about giving, but prolly receiving
Thank you, thank you for waking me to question reciprocation
Thank you, thank you for making me feel like I wasn't
Well, thank you regardless, please
I'm out
Um, it's kind of, it's been crazy three years
We Did, um, To Be Loved after my first album
And I'm kind of coming back now after three years
Yeah, I haven't dropped anything since 2021
And the love has been beautiful regardless
So, kind of like, want
To appreciate everybody that's been there
As we start this new phase of my life
And things have been pretty rough , but you all kept streaming my shit
And really, really big for me, man
Just wanted to make a recap and say thank you