Honest, I'll be honest
Didn't want this for myself
Honest, let's be honest
You know all this way too well
All the sacrifices mean nothing to you
I just wanted a life more than loving you
Can't stop this constant war inside my head
I'm sure I can't even endure the time we spend
Stress on me heavy like I put some weight on
Fell for this love with no rope to hang on
See all of the effort I put in
From all my faults to all my amends
From all the talks to all that we said
Don't matter now, don't matter then
I should've known that this all would end
I should've known that this all would end
I'm just back where I belong
At the bottom of it all
I'm back inside my hell
I'm just back where I belong
At the bottom of it all
I'm back inside my hell
I'll be honest, I'll be honest
Didn't want this for myself
Honest, let's be honest
You know all this way too well
All the sacrifices mean nothing to you
I just wanted a life more than loving you
Can't stop this constant war inside my head
I'm sure I can't even endure the time we spend
I'm sure I can't even endure the time we spend