Ilylovesyou - Alone, Pt. 1 Lyrics

All alone, yeah
Trapped at home
At least your ghost can't break my bones...
Everything was going right and then it all went wrong (I mean it)
Like back when we lost everything to that f*cking storm (That bitch Katrina)
I keep fighting so I don't hurt my muse
Yeah, that is my mom (Provider)
Yeah, that is my mom (She wife goals)
Yeah, that is my mom (My idol)
Trauma led to lupus, now my body fights it's own (Don't try me)
Wasted days wasted, yeah
I was way too stoned (So high yeet)
Seemed like I forgot how to use my f*cking phone (Stayed quiet)
Hide the truth
Lock the door
You can't know what's going on (Bye bitch)
All alone, yeah
Trapped at home
Can't pick up my f*cking phone
All alone, yeah
Trapped at home
At least your ghost can't break my bones
Few years back shit was always so dope (Woah)
Now I'm always so sick (Yo)
And it's so hard to cope (don't let go)
Struggled everyday just to find a shred of hope (You left bro)
Silent tears streamed (I'm cryin)
Pillow case soaked (Tried dyin)
Turn that fear and pain into this f*cking song (True boss)
Thought the people I loved most would be there
Oof, I was wrong (You lost)
Frantic like when you lose your new jewel right outcha hand, gone (Drip Cartier)
Oops, nah, check right here
Your shit has been found (Trip party yay)
Standing strong, got solid footing on this shaky ground (No wobblin)
This will not stop me, catapults me
Look at how much I've grown (No stoppin me)
How far I have come
But to you, I say I'm done (Ya goblin)
I'm really f*cking done
Bitch
All alone, yeah
Trapped at home oof
Can't pick up my f*cking phone swoosh
All alone, yeah
Trapped at home oof
At least your ghost can't break my bones whoosh
All alone, yeah
Trapped at home oof
At least your ghost can't break my bones whoosh