My broken body is exhausted
I'm tired to find the common language
The dialect we both could understand
Misunderstandings will always follow me
And as the path I always try to throw away
I Put this problems in the little box
Where's hiding everyone I used to know
Far away from my mind and my heart
Don't open your eyes, everyone is dead inside
Why do I need to breath
If instead I want to choke?
Covering myself by coat of dirt
Check my pulse when I will be 6 feet under
I am the core of my problems
Crushing every hope
Burning every meaning to get up from my bed
So you see it? Can you f*cking see it?
I'm dead from that moment I was born
Ha
Miserable existence
I'm covered by dirt
I hear the beating of hammer sonmwhe on top of me
I'm scared of this sound
But I can do nothing
It's time to let myself go
Stop holding on what I lived for before
Crush this vase filled by sorrow and missed opportunities
Should stop to fight with myself
I've faced that fact
That everything I ever did is gone
It's a f*cking gone
Pull me
Pull me f*cking harder
And kick this shit out of me
Cover me with this magic powder you all use
To forget all feelings
I don't want to remember
Every time relive these moments again and again