Deranged Video (MV)

Yeah, they keep on saying I'll never make it
If that's what you think, then I'm gonna change it
But you don't even care 'cause you're not facing
All the problems that I do, but I have training
So I don't care what you think anymore
Music's in my blood, right down to the core
And if you have a problem, you're just a corpse
And if you want detail, then here is the gore
I'll rip you apart
I'll punch a new hole in your chest just to reach in and tear out your heart
Don't know where to start
'Cause I can't decide which of where is my favorite part
Grew up in the dark
I hid my whole life from these people, I didn't even go to parks
You think that I'm smart?
Just 'cause I rhyme a few words about hope doesn't mean I stayed out of the dark

Yeah, people keep saying I changed, well guess what? They never knew me
I'll just spaz out and freak out and punch you in the face, well, I don't know, guess you can sue me
I just keep doing these bad things and these sad things 'cause the darkness consumes me
Didn't even mean to lose me, but I have been searching for so long I feel like I'm losing

I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
You people are slow, just get out of my way
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
My mind is so messed up, I'm going insane
(My mind is so messed up, I think I'm just going insane)

Lights on
My mind can be scary with lights off
Get out of my way 'cause my sights on all my dreams and my visions
I thrive on all these haters that saying "I hate all your music
You think you're the best? Well I think you are losing
You want my opinion? Your music is stupid
I'll open up SoundCloud and then I can prove it
I ain't even gonna speak, 'cause you just released the beast
And I'm 'bout to start the feast, but the least
You could do is to let all of these people's talking decrease
Or they'll have a broken neck, and they'll need more than just a priest
They're deceased
Rudest with it
Spitting fire, while you're cooler with it
You're prehistoric and I'm futuristic
I got my wordplay, you're too simplistic

People keep saying I changed, well guess what? They never knew me
I'll just spaz out and freak out and punch you in the face, well, I don't know, guess you can sue me
I just keep doing these bad things and these sad things 'cause the darkness consumes me
Didn't even mean to lose me, but I have been searching for so long I feel like I'm losing

I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
You people are slow, just get out of my way
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
I feel a little deranged
My mind is so messed up, I'm going insane
(My mind is so messed up, I think I'm just going insane)

Agh, I'm so fed up
"You got to keep your head up"
Just shut up, 'cause all the positivity is killing me
And there's a monster will in me
That just comes out unwillingly
And wants to slit your throat, are you getting me?
Yeah, you keep grinding my gears
I do not care for my peers
I only care for myself because y 'all keep on doubting me
I'll pull a knife and bring out all your fears
(AGH) No, this ain't a movie, but I'm psycho
Push me far enough and I just might go
My flow is hard enough to decapitate all of y ' all at once
I'm afraid that my psycho side just might show
I went to the dark side and I never felt the same
And now I'm feeling like Drake, 'cause nothing ever was the same