[ Featuring Jamie Madrox ]
Truth is I been lost for a long time
Need help but it's always such a long line
Woke up on the wrong side of my mind
Mispoke, what a joke, gotta unwind
What the f*ck is goin on inside my head now?
I been runnin too fast, gotta slow down
Take a deep breath, let it all go
Woah, right out the window
Now stuck somewhere on the other side of sanity
I swear to god this shit is muthaf*ckin damagin
Don't get me started on the state of our humanity
I do my best with the cards this life is handin me
Sometimes I really wanna disappear
I don't recognize my face when I look in the mirror
I made it clear yo death isn't something I fear
But I find my self thinkin why the f*ck am I here? I don't know
Somebody tell me what the f*ck is goin on in my brain
No, we don't deal with it
Oh, we just bury it
Oh, somewhere deep inside with all the other scary shit
Can't seem to get it right, I think I've gone completely insane
Yo, can't somebody hear me?
No, help me carry it
No, keep it deep inside with all the other scary shit
When your mind isn't right, but you tell em that it's great
Because anything comin out your mouth is a mistake
How much ridicule and abuse can somebody take
Before their natural reaction is perceived as a face
Holdin on for heaven's sake
Cuz hell is like a dream, keep ya sleepin
Wonder why I'm wide awake
When they claim they got the secret to the lock and the safe
But it's useless, it's empty, they're dumb and can't relate
The world is like a mindf*ck, anxiety makin me feelin tied up
Drownin in some liquor within my cup
Still don't get the picture? I'ma knife so when I cut
Deeper the incision, keep yer eyes shut
Probly cannot stomach the pain, comin to deal with the demon from within
Goin Banner with the Gamma grammar again
Radioactive mind sickness
Tryin to get through the day to day by myself
Because it ain't nobody business
Somebody tell me what the f*ck is goin on in my brain
No, we don't deal with it
Oh, we just bury it
Oh, somewhere deep inside with all the other scary shit
Can't seem to get it right, I think I've gone completely insane
Yo, can't somebody hear me?
No, help me carry it
No, keep it deep inside with all the other scary shit
I'm takin steps now, on a broken ladder
Once I'm gone tho, will it even matter?
All my thoughts wrong, memories scattered
Into the wind now, lost and shattered
I'm takin steps now, on a broken ladder
Once I'm gone tho yo, will it even matter?
All my thoughts wrong, memories scattered
Into the wind now, lost and shattered
Somebody tell me what the f*ck is goin on in my brain
No, we don't deal with it
Oh, we just bury it
Oh, somewhere deep inside with all the other scary shit
Can't seem to get it right, I think I've gone completely insane
Yo, can't somebody hear me?
No, help me carry it
No, keep it deep inside with all the other scary shit
Somebody tell me what the f*ck is goin on in my brain
No, we don't deal with it
Oh, we just bury it
Oh, somewhere deep inside with all the other scary shit
Can't seem to get it right, I think I've gone completely insane
Yo, can't somebody hear me?
No, help me carry it
No, keep it deep inside with all the other scary shit
