Insignia - Tides Lyrics

Another night of no sleep head's in way too deep
Let the tides come over me, meds will let me leave
Seem to have lost my way mind should be coming back any day
How did it all come to this take a couple pills for a feeling of bliss
The tide is a metaphor for letting me hit the floor
Paramedics will walk in through that door realizing that I am no more
Cause my mind is sore to the core f*ck this life it's just a bore living seems like a chore said you'd never Leave I Swear you swore

I've wasted thousands of nights and tonight is no different
My mind is racing, but I keep chasing
The idea of a perfect start, a way to restart
But things aren't getting better
Hope you like my final letter

Every single night is a constant fight, will I ever see the light, future's not looking so bright
I have this empty feeling when I look up to the ceiling, this shit isn't healing, and the pills seem so damn Appealing
Bet you're doing fine, while I'm losing my damn mind, If only you weren't so f*ckin blind, always thought You were one of a kind
And I feel the thoughts overflow
Overdose into comatose
In the sea of thoughts
I drown

I've wasted thousands of nights and tonight is no different
My mind is racing, but I keep chasing
The idea of a perfect start, a way to restart
But things aren't getting better
Hope you like my final letter