Intricate E - Trust Issues (feat. Chapo) Lyrics

Chapo, chapo
I ride through the city in a motherf*ckin spaceship
Window tinted, like to be alone cant let you see in
The distance between me and competition only deepen
I'm sick of being round fake people and it aint no treatment
I fell down and picked myself up, thats when I noticed
The ones who claim they "day ones" left me and went ghost
I dont trust nobody word cause they gon leave you at your lowest
But when your pockets full, they come around you like some vultures
I could listen to them out but I aint gon do it, thats some hoe shit
They always got shit to say, "I'm busy" nd some more shit
Had to build myself from dirt, had to get my own motion
The way that I been treated made me turn off my emotions
Mixing pills with lean, trynna find a potion
Thats gon make me disappear, I'm drowning in a ocean
Better by my lonely, cause I cant be disappointed
Dont ever tell me that you for me, you gon have to show me
I don't know the meaning of love, but I know loyalty
Had to turn my back on people who wasnt none but a leach
That's the only way that I can keep my sanity
When I'm in the booth the only time I vent my feelings
If I didnt then the shit go through come up out the ceiling
Mind be racing I be overthinking, go off by myself
And I dont want to be bothered so dont come to me for help
Tell you that this shi is real
Your head spin it's my potion
Leaving everything behind
I'm dripping in the ocean
Ripping all my lungs apart
Miss when they holding
Missing all the shots you gave me
Now my hand is pouring
Everything is broken
My head down
I'm sewing
Everybody looking the wrong way
Until they broken
Hourglass is running out the time
Say I'm chosen
She can talk to me right now
But I know something is holding
Phone died
It's tears up
Bro gone
Them cuffs hurt
Soldiers die
No real luck
Ma mad
I got love
Sometimes it just hurt you bro
Sometimes it could hurt you tho
I can drop these tears right now
But I know you ain't really f*ckin tho
Bitches mad
Bitches sad
She come back
She got no dad
Everybody making all these statements
Till I drop facts
Swarming like a fly
Yea I comin in with some mo' shi
Never wanna f*ck with you
Until they see the motion
Boards is up the scoping
That Trophy talk
I'm goated
Everybody messing with me
When I say I'm blowing
Scars deep
They loading
Screen black
Defense
Crutches down the wall
Yea I know I got my deep in
Protect your soul
You can Never go down
You can break the code
Reaching in
Losing focus
I can really know your goals
Message from my brother
Yea he say I been trippin
Making all these hits at night
I think this time I'm bleeding
I think this time I leave it
I think this time I need it
Falling back our difference
Message to your image
Focus, focus
All it take
Focus, focus
I know they hate
Listen, listen
They tell me, say
Listen, listen
She say my name
I be crazy
When my head spin
You can never tell me maybe
Baby going crazy
She must think a Nigga really lazy
All the times I appointed you a seat
And you sat there blamin'
All the times I looked you in defeat
Cause I sat there waiting
Heart broke he down bad
He don't know what's real bad
Chasing all these girls attention
I Don't know why he really mad
Sitting on your funeral
Trust That time
It's gone come fast
I was made how I was suppose to be
Somehow y'all people
Can't even shape that
Tears back
My soul could do
Every times
They mouth get loose
Think to what
My skills to do
Think of how
I'm capable
My action, words
Really follow through
I'm aiming high
And You ducking low
How you catching up
And fallen short
And somehow ain't playing those