doushita no to jibun ni toikakete mo ima wa nazeka kotae ga detekonai sorede ite kimochi made mo tsutaerarenai koto ni tsurai kurai kizuite iru yo machi yuku hito tachi wo jitto mitsumeta nani mo kamo ga goku shizen ja nakunatte kiteru ima kotoba ni shita kimochi to kuchi ni shitai kono omoi wa itsu ni natte mo kawaru koto naku zutto tsuzuite iku darou soku fumi dashita ippo wo shijiru koto ga dekita toki atarashii asu jibun no te de dakishimeru tsuyosa wo motteru hazu kisetsu ga mata omoide wo tsure dashite kokoro no naka atatakaku somatte iku keredo nani ka hitotsu mono tarinasa nokoshite kizukenu mama touri sugiteta denwa wo kitta ato kodoku kanjite koe ga kikitai soba ni itaishi sonna hi mo aru toki ni hitori de taeru no mo hitsuyou datte wakatta yo mae nara dekinai koto datte ima norikoeru chikara ga aru yakusoku wa shite inai kedo itsuka wa wasurezu ni itai kimi no kawari ni naru hito nante doko wo sagashite mo inai kara tatoe subete wo nakushi kizu tsuita to shite mo watashi no kagayakitai basho wa koko nano konna kimochi ni naretano mo kono kimochi ni kizuita no mo akira me sou ni natta toki demo sono egao wo kureru kara onaji toki wo mite itakute itsuka kimi ni todokitakute kotoba ja umaku ienai kedo ne wakatte kureru to shinjitai