Sitting in this dark room staring at walls
Our beautiful family use to fill this home with love
When i pushed you away, you didn't budge
I tried to protect you from me
I started to implode
Couldn't stand to see crying every night sleeping alone
Wondering where I was, I wouldn't answer the phone
I was buzzed, I was drunk and drifting
Filling my vices every night with different women
(I hate this feeling)
I took a good woman and brought her down to my level
Couldn't see you above me
Took the happiness out of your eyes
Couldn't see you was drowning
I continued to lie
You gasping for air, I looked the other way
Just to keep you right here
Sitting next to me
Hidden from the world
I'm sorry gurl my heart was once pure
You didn't deserve this
As I write I'm nervous
Hands shaking drawing the curtains
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
Man the ego really get you tripping
Have you stop listening to your intuition
Sinning becoming second nature
Because you playing the victim
In your own story
But his and her story
Has now become history
Kept you as company for my misery
Can't say you sorry for what you did to me
Didn't do anything
I disagree
You enabled me, your family labeled me
Put me in a box
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
So I say sorry tonight
Lord forgive me
For the wrongs I have done
The pain that I caused
The people that I left behind
It was my fault
I was drunk
I'm sorry
Time to walk alone
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
(I'm not ok)
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Sitting in this dark room staring at walls
Our beautiful family use to fill this home with love
When i pushed you away, you didn't budge
I tried to protect you from me
I started to implode
Couldn't stand to see crying every night sleeping alone
Wondering where I was, I wouldn't answer the phone
I was buzzed, I was drunk and drifting
Filling my vices every night with different women
(I hate this feeling)
I took a good woman and brought her down to my level
Couldn't see you above me
Took the happiness out of your eyes
Couldn't see you was drowning
I continued to lie
You gasping for air, I looked the other way
Just to keep you right here
Sitting next to me
Hidden from the world
I'm sorry gurl my heart was once pure
You didn't deserve this
As I write I'm nervous
Hands shaking drawing the curtains
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
Man the ego really get you tripping
Have you stop listening to your intuition
Sinning becoming second nature
Because you playing the victim
In your own story
But his and her story
Has now become history
Kept you as company for my misery
Can't say you sorry for what you did to me
Didn't do anything
I disagree
You enabled me, your family labeled me
Put me in a box
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
So I say sorry tonight
Lord forgive me
For the wrongs I have done
The pain that I caused
The people that I left behind
It was my fault
I was drunk
I'm sorry
Time to walk alone
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
(I'm not ok)
Our beautiful family use to fill this home with love
When i pushed you away, you didn't budge
I tried to protect you from me
I started to implode
Couldn't stand to see crying every night sleeping alone
Wondering where I was, I wouldn't answer the phone
I was buzzed, I was drunk and drifting
Filling my vices every night with different women
(I hate this feeling)
I took a good woman and brought her down to my level
Couldn't see you above me
Took the happiness out of your eyes
Couldn't see you was drowning
I continued to lie
You gasping for air, I looked the other way
Just to keep you right here
Sitting next to me
Hidden from the world
I'm sorry gurl my heart was once pure
You didn't deserve this
As I write I'm nervous
Hands shaking drawing the curtains
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
Man the ego really get you tripping
Have you stop listening to your intuition
Sinning becoming second nature
Because you playing the victim
In your own story
But his and her story
Has now become history
Kept you as company for my misery
Can't say you sorry for what you did to me
Didn't do anything
I disagree
You enabled me, your family labeled me
Put me in a box
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
So I say sorry tonight
Lord forgive me
For the wrongs I have done
The pain that I caused
The people that I left behind
It was my fault
I was drunk
I'm sorry
Time to walk alone
I don't think you understand who I am now
I don't think you knew me back then
If you asking if I'm to blame right now
I'll tell you I'm ashamed
Replaying all the faded memories now
Watching as the seasons change
If you're wondering if I'm ok right now
I'll tell you I'm not the same
(I'm not ok)
(I'm not ok)
Writer: Andrew Ahlers
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Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid