Iron Rule - A//d (demo) Lyrics

How many times
Will I lose track
How many lies
To keep my mind at ease
How many nights
Will I stay trapped in my mind
Endless cycles
Born to hate this world
Complacent average
So sadly sick
Anxiety takes its hold
Depression takes its toll
Is it even worth it?
Do I attempt heal?
This is getting old
I can't relive this moment
Can't stomach to do it again
Slowly kill myself
Purge me of this feeling
Is it even worth it?
When nothing helps
Nothing helps
Nothing helps
And I'm done trying to f*cking explain
Nothing helps
I can't relive this moment
Can't stomach to do it again
Slowly kill myself
Purge me of this feeling
A and D!
F*ck
No chance, no hope, an empty shell
What do I do?
Why does nothing help?
Every waking moment (I'm in hell)
I'M IN HELL