If I could wish for one thing
Erase the blue, turn into brights
Increase the hue to vivid colors
If i could just stop hating
All things that come to mind
I'd be pleased with ease and comfort (Right?)
Maybe, this time
My heart stops racing
Worried that I'd
Lose my mind, again
Connect the dots
To an unfamiliar spot
Inside my head
Trapped, in a room without a ceiling
In a room, that consumes
All my happy feelings
In fact, I'm thrown into
A state of intense fear and
I'm the only one who's been qualified
To break someone like me
Maybe, this time
My heart stops racing
Worried that I'd
Lose my mind, again
Connect the dots
To an unfamiliar spot
Inside my head