Late nights are better cause I'm all alone
Ain't nobody blowing up my phone
I gotta be honest I do better on my own
The ones you love will always hurt you
If only I had known
What should I do
What could I do
But lock myself inside my room
And sit underneath the moon
Reflecting on my mood
I found my hope in solitude
I've been awake for hours counting the stars
But I lost count so I gotta restart
I write down some lyrics but I only fill a couple bars
How am I supposed to write from the heart
If I had it broken into parts
I try to put it together but it always falls apart
They expect me to be there for them when they fall
But when I stumble they aren't even there for me at all
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we would go to Mars
I drink a little coffee
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause in my dreams I'm surrounded by things that always bother me
The world is just so pretty but the people on it petty
It's so upsetting it's like the ones I love backstab me with a machete
That's why I sleep with one eye open
Don't try to get close
I'll say I'm good but know I'm broken
End of conversation adios
I don't wanna talk about it
Leave me alone
Go figure out your own issues
Before acting like you know
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we would go to Mars
I'm sick of feeling lonely
I've got so many doubts inside
But no matter what my friends will tell me
I will refuse to step outside
Caleb will you come and hang out
We just wanna see your face
But I don't listen to their pleas
I'm too busy drowning in disgrace
I know deep down that if I left my room then I'd feel better
But the sense of doom I get from thinking
Makes my head feel lighter than a feather
The future is cloudy
I'm scared of the weather
But I will embrace myself proudly
And try to work with the pressure
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far
Distress under the stars
I try to run away but I don't get too far
I thought that we would go to Mars