J. Jay - DREAMS Lyrics

Back- Back-
Back to the traps whats the haps
The records is spinning back
Got my TV blasting
Playing Mr Fantastik
Only playing the classics
Where you get your raps from uh
I'm doing all of this all by myself
You hear these boots and the cats yeah no one had to help
I put the pen to the paper
Write my lyrics just to give it in
Got an 80 doesn't matter what I put in it
Always giving my all
So I grabbed my guitar
Just to make sure I'm doing enough for that call
Just to hear that they're proud
Just to hear that my years I've spent trying might yield some result
Forget all the past
Don't know what I'll do
I don't speak no Spanish
Not too good in school
Forget what I'm saying
The music replaying
My dreams are all fading
My dreams are all fading

Aww my dreams are all faded
Yeah- yeah my dreams are all faded
Oh-oh my dreams- my dreams are all faded
Ah- my dreams are all faded
My dreams are all fa-fa-faded
Ah my dreams are all faded
Yeah my dreams are faded
My dreams are all faded
My dreams are all faded

Look
All this college shit makes me wonder
Will I get to where I wanted when I was younger
Cause my counselor she asked me
What the f*ck you doing
To be honest I don't know man I feel so stupid
I got one year left
Last three all spent crying
They said I'm not trying but I know deep inside of me
Something cooking and brewing seems like I need some help
I always kept it bottled up but now I'll finally tell
Mom maybe I'm not good
Mom maybe my day wasn't that good
Dad maybe you could be a little harsh
I know we're prepping for the future but it's hard
But then you turn and you tell me I'm in the wrong
So then I try to express this shit in a song
F*ck this maybe I'm just a bitch
Toughen up wipe your eyes
F*ck that little kid inside you
Just kill him and watch your dreams die

Ooh
I try and I try
And I try and I try so hard for you
(I let my dreams die)
Yeah and ooh (I try)
I let my dreams die
And I don't know if I can see this through
(I let my dreams die)
Yeah yeah yeah Ooh (Oh my dreams are all fading)
I try and I try
And I try and I try so hard for you
(Aw my dreams are all faded)
Oh yeah and Ooh
I let my dreams die
And I don't know if I can see this through
(I let my dreams die)

Woo I tried and I tried
Forget my dreams I wish I was feline
Forget this life I go back I got nine
Cock that gun back and I reset my time I'm
Born again do the same
Treat life as a game
I've done this already
Mental ain't so steady
I'm dodging this heavy
I think I am ready
Cock back then I blast
Looks like I'm reseting too fast
I went through 8 lives and still f*cked up my past
I cocked my ninth bullet and looked back at my lives
And they flashing I might as well give up this time I'm
Dead

(I try I try I try I try)
(I let my dreams die)
(I try I try I try I try)
(I let my dreams die)