J. Jones - Boulevard (feat. Lakeith Rashad) Lyrics

Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok (You know imma be ok)
So many thoughts going through my mind
And I just need to get away (I just need to get away)
I wanna let the top down while I mingle in the stars
And let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok
A lot of people think they know me well
Until I call em on they bluff and let em know it's real
I body tracks like I'm Buffy display it's show and tell
Let them shots rang out like the taliban on a foreign hill
I climbed the ladder to Zion but this no lauryn Hill
Miseducated truth cast doubt upon the lords will
I'm not the ex I'm factor stuck in a torrid wheel
And pastors turn they backs on the broken until they start to heal
Following the steps of a rebel they took lost road
And now I'm travel first class when I visit my vatos
I keep in the family cause truthfully on God knows
When it's all said and done it's no friends here got those
I keep my enemies near just to know that I spot those
But I keep my hands clean I'm da hancho stay blanco
The visions stay in sight so I gotta move it in silence
Buried it and I tatted it on da back of my eyelids
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok (You know imma be ok)
So many thoughts going through my mind
And I just need to get away (I just need to get away)
I wanna let the top down while I mingle in the stars
And let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok
People be steady be wondering why I'm acting so private
I tend to keep my distance when I start to feeling violent
They say that I'm acting funny cause when I'm around I'm silent
I say that I'm acting funny cuz I ain't feeling ya vibe
Call ya mama just to tell her the coroners on corner
Wear a veil for the morning mourning you lying still
This your best dressed day
This your best rest day
Yeah you fresh to death
Happy rebirth day
Put two and two together see if it's better
But only time will tells us if gets better
I'm sure it's better but in due time The truth is here and it's closer than it appears
I traded happiness for your satisfaction swallowed in fear
Found the truth in private letters some written braile
I gave you secrets thinking no way in hell you'd ever go tell
But you did and to my surprise
I'm not surprised
Cause real recognize real and real eyes see them real lies
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok (You know imma be ok)
So many thoughts going through my mind
And I just need to get away (I just need to get away)
I wanna let the top down while I mingle in the stars
And let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok
Hopped off the high road headed to calabassas
And said goodbye to all those mistresses and bad actors
I lost the vision but I'm still living in lighter pastures
I kept it neutral the problem was I was moving backwards
I saw life and I felt better bout death
I made a choice of preservation for the sake of what's left
I saw my babies every time took peek from that cliff
And saw rejection as my fear being cast upon them
They said that I was too far gone to bring back home
But even the prodigal son was never alone
Either the hypocrisy's real Or the Bible is wrong
But the God I serve never left he extended his arms
And brought home and said that I'm forgiven
He cleaned me up and dressed me up In Finer linen and comissoned me a new beginning
So Imma keep living one day at a time
And if you worried bout me I'll be fine
I promise
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok (You know imma be ok)
So many thoughts going through my mind
And I just need to get away (I just need to get away)
I wanna let the top down while I mingle in the stars
And let my tears fall down the boulevard
Don't worry bout me imma be fine
You know imma be ok