J. Jones - Serotonin Lyrics

I speak of deep of scars and lost dreams
Half truths that cost me
Hard times life brought me
Dark nights I couldn't see
Everything that Hope brings
It's a blessing to know what Hope breeds
It's blessing to know the true king
(It's a blessing to know the true king)
I'm on both knees with my head bowed See I gotta pay homage to thee
Cuz when them shots rang out
Them bullets came out
I swear they was gunning for me
Looked in the crowd and all I could see
Was my enemies they staring at me
And then I look down
I'm sitting at a table and I hear the Lord he told me to eat
Eat for them nights my stomach was rumbling
Yeah I was hungry and I ain't have nothing
Eat for them nights my momma was struggling
I seen her crying yeah it was humbling
Eat for the people that doubted me talked about me
Member when they said I would be nothing
I sat thought about it even cried about it but that nothing dun turned into something
Though it was killing me that negativity it lit a fire so now I'm a flame
Thought I was down and out for the count but I got stronger through all of the pain
So look at me now
Tryna make my mama proud
Tryna make the Lord smile
Haters ion hear sound
Floating like I'm on cloud
I ain't Never coming down
I'm running this race and keeping my pace
Get out of my way I'm not slowing
I'm pushing the gas 200 on dash I'm moving it fast OD Serotonin
So I gotta flex
Every time I get a chance
I ain't talking rubber bands
Since I got a second chance
Swear I thank him in advance
Some of y'all won't understand
No
I ain't tripping now
I ain't slipping
I ain't flipping out
Walking with a limp
Square up on my lip
I be pimping now
Where you tryna go
Who you tryna see
Who tryna you please
Take that
Double back
Throw a flag on the play whenever the world say
That u gotta play it safe with a handful
See my eyes will see the place made for peace
When I hit that road off the back street
Imma catch that route west to I-10
Imma take that breath just to breathe in
Don't need that face to keep believing
Imma take the step and never look
Back my eyes on the prize I'm steady seeking
So I'm taking risk
The Lord said I'm Made for dis
1 of three on lox like Jadakiss
I stand firm on his word take shots and I make em miss
If they don't I'll take the hit
Bossed up cause I'm made to win
All faith no wavering
Gods truth I'm savoring
Even if I get a feel to where it need to be real I'm turn to the book that my savior in
See you don't go hard like me
You don't praise Gawd like me
You don't be out in the streets with the killas and dealers
Spitting truth to the heart like me
For the truth I bleed
So I say I'm s'posed to smile
I'm all fixed not broken now
I'm living life like I'm golden now
God good and I'm hopeful now
No slow so I'm going now
I'm push until something happen
No capping
I know he'll never let me down
He gave me 'nother chance to try to do it again
And the plan is to live it like a poster child
I'm done talking