I'm not right for you, and I think I regret that more than you do
You've got responsibilities, and I'm a liability or two
But when you called me up, it hit me like a lightning bolt
I don't think anybody else could ever feel so much like home
Maybe I just want to go back
To the person that I was before my life got all off track
And you're as good a turning point as any other
When I turned away from you, I never did recover
But it's too late, and it's not fair
To show up out of nowhere and hope you will still be there
And you need someone that I have yet to be
Because I am not responsible, and you are not responsible for me
I crave what I crave
And perhaps my greatest mistake was pushing something away
Because I would have to give part of myself to take it
Maybe it's not seeing everything I ever needed when it was right in front of my face
I'm living someone else's dream life
But these dreams of mine are not worth waking up alone
Staying buried in my phone
Praying for messages that will never come
From people that I used to know
From a home that I can never go back to
I am not ready to settle down
But god you make the wish I was
Heavy is the head that took off the crown
Only to throw it in the mud