I haven't been myself since I can remember
Remember when you said it'd be forever
Sleep on the floor cause I can't stand the idea
Of an empty space where you used to be
Take your pictures off the walls and
Sit around waiting for the call
I know will never come
I wanna cut my hair and change my name
Find someone other than myself to blame
I wanna take my heart and throw it away
It never did much anyway
I want you to know how it feels
To not be able to heal
I want you to know how it feels
I want you to know how it feels
You've got me feeling out of my mind
Have trouble believing I'll get better with time
I know I can't make it all on my own
How can I feel safe when you were my home
Take your pictures off the walls and
Sit around waiting for the call
I know will never come
I wanna cut my hair and change my name
Find someone other than myself to blame
I wanna take my heart and throw it away
It never did much anyway
I want you to know how it feels
To not be able to heal
I want you to know how it feels
I want you to know how it feels