Jackintheway - In My Head Again Lyrics

It was all in my head
I was up till 4 again
Loving every minute man
Staring at the ceiling fan
I've become the ceiling damn
Newest phase be feeling good
I can feel the better plan
I am still awakening
I am not the one who ran
Looked across the valley of the land
Eyes are wide with wonder at the dance
Cash me out of sinking in the sand
I can feel the pressure that is there
Left my seat in the industry
But I wasn't being left behind
Seeing an image of my real life inner dream
Only sign on which I rely
Come equipped with the technique
And the best peace I know
And I might wheeze but I will sit here though
With a light leak in the deep parts I go
So I see what I could be in flow
I see that I must leave my woes
I see that I can't lose my goals
With high beams I will say I know
I know, I know
Maybe the story I'm telling myself has been digging a hole in my head
And maybe the story I'm telling myself has been keeping me down in the depths
Maybe the story you're telling yourself has been digging a hole in your head
And maybe the story you're telling yourself makes you feel like you got nothing left
Reaching back for what I think I lost
Ashamed to say I think I still forgot
The most important piece of any song
The most important beat for any plot
Always and forever is the start
How can I believe in what I want
If I won't even take a sec to pause
And open to the place that I belong?
It seems to me I'm in a Renaissance
With only me to keep the feeling on
Abundance isn't something that you solve
It's faith in letting go of every block
Faith in something deep within the heart
Faith in something now you sit upon
Maybe the story you're telling yourself is the
Power behind all the pain you've been on
It was all in my head
It was all in my head
Maybe the story I'm telling myself has been digging a hole in my head
And maybe the story I'm telling myself has been keeping me down in the depths
Maybe the story you're telling yourself has been digging a hole in your head
And maybe the story you're telling yourself makes you feel like you got nothing left
We live with our basic assumptions
Don't question the fuel for the judgement
Learn lessons unconsciously we're rushing from all the shit we don't see
Rushing away before we feel seen
Can't even take the chance that we're weak
Keeping a list of sins we don't need
Keeping ourselves away from our peace
The Course taught me the guilt'll run deep
Truth came first but lies'll still bleed
Root of our problem buried underneath
But the root of the tree is still at our feet
Lately the ball of trauma been rolling back
And I'm caught in problems I thought had past
And I wonder bout if I'll turn to weed
But I follow something more apt than that
Proof is in this the fruits of my wishes
Turn my stories into only forgiveness
Look at em from a distance
I wonder "What is this?"
"What is this?"
It was all in my head
It was all in my head
It was all in my head