Innocent Video (MV)

When will I be born again
And follow you in the light

Blowing on some dandelions
Stepping in some mud puddles
Let go of the need to clean
Let go of the struggle

Breathing in and breathing out
Forget what all the fuss about
I don't need to wear the crown
Peace is more subtle

Forget all of the expectations
They were made inside my basement
They were made in place of love
To reject the grace and seek a payment

Still the answer's in frustration
Even when it get complicated
I reject the intimidation
I won't project ego's inner faces

Slip inside with why's ask about the signs
Ask about the reason I depend upon a prize
And I defend the right to feel regret
As if I could get home with guilt and stress

But I still will need the pen
And I still encounter demon breath
But it won't make it any more real
It's only illusion of descent

Could be a late night drive thru
Or maybe the stash of nude pics
Maybe a trip to the bathroom
Or walking down to the dark ledge

In the end it's clear that a choice is made
To be here with Self or get lost in the test
So just blink your eyes and reset

I just wanna be innocent
And start doing it right
When can I be a kid again
And follow you in the light

I just wanna be guiltless
And stop tracking the time
When will I born again
And follow you in the light

Feivel started writing to me when I least expected
I was striving for the riches while He would develop methods
Ways to send me Love inside a bottle through the sea
At least that's how it felt to me
It felt like it was rare indeed

But after time I finally came across the Home in which He dwells
It was a throne beyond the surface of my vision of a self
A stable sense of knowing not to judge and just allow
Then fables from the past taught me how to flip around

Past decisions carry weight in minds of non-believers
So I had to let em go, had to walk a different road
Had to witness to the patterns still in motion that I sew
If I really wanted the mission then forgiveness is the code

So there's only one decision that I'll ever really make
It's the choice the between the real and fallacious outer states
The choice between the meal and the junk of doubted ways
To see beyond the veil or be lost inside the maze

I just wanna be innocent
And start doing it right
When can I be a kid again
And follow you in the light

I just wanna be guiltless
And stop tracking the time
When will I born again
And follow you in the light

Floating
It's all I need
I follow your motion
And spread your seeds

I let your light in
To swallow my dreams
I found devotion
It's all I need