So when the last time you made you feel something
You know your fam still hurtin you ain't heal nothin
So what's the deal nigga when you goin get a deal nigga
I swear that I can't even deal with ya
I played the cards that I was dealt
But this still out of hand
I question my dealer
Where I'm from feels like the coldest winters
A city most won't even dare to enter
But I came out it and these thoughts man they still seem to linger
And my ex fiancé left so now I'm giving her the finger
Truth talks are cold shit that's why my listeners quiver
Niggas locked for that mail
So I come deliver
Slow down
See you starting to trip off the petty shit you used to bag that hefty shit
Your lefts less cause they left and shit
You can't picture all these paintings on my brain and shit
No
See Vivid pics cause explicit lit
But you ain't really sharp enough to get the point of it
Im drawing parallels with every f*cking word I spit
But you'll erase those and fill them with some foolish shit
Man y'all ain't doing shit
Expect polluting this world that's full of lost minds boy I'm losing it
Screws keep loosening noose the the truth and then
Feed the people with ill advised illusions for ill advised conclusions
Last time time time
I feel like my minds elevating
I feel yours is just hesitating
I feel in the dark I've embraced it
Feel light when feels write
I feel penciled in like replacements
Doesn't feel right it just feels like
I'm serving up but nobody is waiting
I'm pouring with the bars I'm creating
Hearse a verse when I start contemplating
Curse the worse when the truth is displaying
The fault in the games that they playing
The lies on your tongue when you saying
You real but your actions are fake and
It's fiction on your life I can't take it
I feel for the lives that were taken
I feel for the mothers Im praying
You're showered with some peace when it's raining
Lost your smile well I hope you regain it
Walk a mile bet your feet will start aching
Souls leaking so I'm feeling the drainage
Really hate to feel like I'm complaining
Really hate that ain't nobody praying for him