Jackson - Dreadful Lyrics

I'm feeling like Nelly and Tim McGraw
Whenever she letting me in her jaw
It's over and over
Ice in my heart getting colder and colder
Pain in my back and blade on my shoulder
My daughters get older and I get depressed
I wanna protect em, I beat on my chest
I just get angry, can't handle the stress
Why is our government such a mess?
Imma be running it next
Upper class, caught you standing on necks
Lower class, barley handling checks
Why am I preaching tho?
I don't know nothing
I ruined my brain with the shit that I'm puffin
I'm good with my hands, turning something to nothing
I hate when I visit the place I grew up in
That's where my innocence died
That's where my history lies
That ain't no mystery right?
Back when my teachers knew I was a menace
Handled my business
I finish with clarity
My brothers are there to take care of me
My daughters will never be scared of me
This man in the mirror is mocking me
This man in the mirror ain't stopping me
I'll let you know when I've had enough
I'll let you know when it's adding it up
The people I love always had it rough
And I'm mad enough as it is
I was bad enough as a kid
I was a heathen without a good reason
The shit that they preaching, I didn't believe in
To think that I thought that I mattered
Ain't no reflection in something that's shattered
I get so outta my head
Everything I ever I said
I just keep running keep running from dread
I just keep running keep running from dread
I got my brothers, they helping me out
I just be rapping, I don't wanna shout
Always been dreaming I'm making it out
I'll make a route and start hiring runners
I wanna be so rich I'm hiring gunners
Got green in my veins, Know I'm higher than others
I'm fighting my brothers, no Raditz
I've watched so many turn into an addict
Why would you brag about buying a Patek?
Reach for your weapon, how fast can you grab it?