Jackson - Illusion Lyrics

Day one you was looking so good
Had me in my feelings never thought that we would
Amount to much but in a few months we could
Only for a little bit baby it's too good
I cried I won't lie I know I don't fight
But I've been feeling alone just about every night
Holding onto the thoughts of tomorrow
I just can't come to terms in my mind
But it's over now
I need to get over how
Why won't you come over now
Don't you see me crying out
I know that ain't what this all about
You ain't strong enough to make it through the drought
You won't give me a chance when you don't know how
I could teach you baby but it's too late now
No it was all an illusion
In my eyes
And it was all an illusion
Even when I tried
And it was all an illusion
When you cried
And it was all an illusion
Till the end of time
Look at this you really f*cked me up
Take advantage but you don't know how to help me up
F*cking around like you're never gonna get caught up
But guess what
You're making enemies
Baby gotta change you see
I can't let this go on any longer than it needs to be
You gotta go and figure this shit out
Man I want you but I really just wanna f*ck you now
Tell me how
Do I deal with this now
Lost my girl and best friend in the same damn hour
Man imma find myself but you gotta do the same
Maybe I'll see you again someday
No it was all an illusion
In my eyes
And it was all an illusion
Even when I tried
And it was all an illusion
When you cried
And it was all an illusion
Till the end of time