Jackson Lee - Laughing Thru It All Lyrics

Stretched out across the bed
As you wonder where it all begins
You smell like you were out
With your friends again,
The Devil left a paw print
Crumbling the wall you built
Sifting through it all
With the guilt you used to
Hang your coat on

And you left the front porch light on

You let them sink your heart again
You said that doesn't happen
They made you build a wall and then
You put yourself inside of it

Up inside of it

Your bedside water's still
Adjacent to your pill
And you left the front porch light on
Your embers dying out
Masquerading clouds
And you're laughing through it all

You let them put you on defense
So a sweeter rain won't fall again
You let them make their mark on your soul
The couple times you thought
You saw the gold
But another broken heart is all you know
And everyone starts moving in
Buying homes and making kids
And you can't help feel more and more alone
You think you'll never love somebody
Without a drink and talking hobbies
Going home and touching bodies
Morning breath and awkward coffee

Your bedside water's still
Adjacent to your pill
And you left the front porch light on
Your embers dying out
Masquerading clouds
And you're laughing through it all
You're left so cold and shrill
When they take away your will
To trust somebody
Let alone f*ck somebody
Your embers dying out
Masquerading Clouds
And you're laughing through it all