Balancing things in this world is different
I got all eyes in the front and the back
They on me it's hard to be Christian
Feeling the urge to choose to be set apart should I follow the ignorance
Or should I follow the mission
I'm at this bridge in my life where I gotta let go of habits to build on the new ones
So I do not ruin the vision
Or furthermore cause some division
Between the people that came in before me and people behind me just listen
I find myself in the middle
Cause I came to Christ at a early age
I wish my people would do the same
Cause I used to be in they place
Doing the simplest of things with dreams of leaving em
I went to find me a space
Cause I used to be in they face
Now I feel I'm leading em
Tryna influence the gates of heaven without the extremes of tryna agree with em
(Let me live)
I lived too back when I was high and tried to find the freedom in it
Now I live too Christ died for me now so I found the freedom in it
I still struggle finding time to read a minute
Like are we different on the same page
Lord keep me from the lust it's tryna get my feet up in it
In the middle can pick a side
Choose a lane and I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I see the ones that's around me
Try not to let them surround me
Remember I did and cursed I ain't like how it sounded
But on the other side I get so caught up trying do the right thing what is that
Cause often I take on the idea that I got all the facts
I apologize for it
All the times I gave a side eye
All the times I passed judgment on you
All the times you tried to be yourself
And all the times I didn't love you for it
All the times I missed to tell you about Him
And lead you to the cross
Maybe He'll lead me to mine so I can reflect on how to be mindful of it
To keep my mind full of it
You on my mind beloved
Peace on your mind beloved
Peace on my mind I love it
(Yea)
Peace on my mind I love it
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine
I'ma stay in mine