Jacob David - thinking (feat. Marcqui Blvck) Lyrics

(Jacob David)
I think that I talk to myself way too often

I think that I talk to myself way too often, I think that I'm losing my sanity
I think that I'm f*cking exhausted, I think that I'm fed up, honestly
I think I could stop if I wanted, I think I could change my mentality
I think that I talk to myself way too often, often

I've been having full-blown conversations with myself
About the things that I've been holding in my mind effect my health
I got, vices, crutches, told lies, threw punches, tote poles,
Dodge coppers and get high, do mushrooms
I've been having existential crises or something like this, it's something like that
Whatever this is, I'm sick of holding it in I'm sick of holding it back
I'm sick of holding it in, I'm sick of, wait.

I think that I talk to myself way too often I think that I'm losing my sanity
I think that I'm f*cking exhausted I think that I'm fed up, honestly
I think I could stop if I wanted I think I could change my mentality
I think that I talk to myself way too often, often

(Marcqui Blvck)
Creeped down the block, had to know what you was on
Different type of timing, yeah, you know how I put on
Heard you got a nigga, but I bet you still listen when Blvck drops a song
Yeah, you say that you don't, but I don't be wrong
Tell me I'm the one, tell me how you want it
Gave my heart and everything, you kicking' through up on it
Love turned sour, yeah, became your main opponent
See, now comes more back and forth and
Checkin' on my motives, past trauma holdin
Lying through your teeth, see the pain that you're holdin
And maybe we just broken, Blvck

(Jacob David)
I think that I talk to myself way too often I think that I'm losing my sanity
I think that I'm f*cking exhausted I think that I'm fed up, honestly
I think I could stop if I wanted I think I could change my mentality
I think that I talk to myself way too often, often

I've been staying up longer than the f*cking devil's hour
Lucifer defy my conscience, but I'm steady smoking sour
All this time passed, didn't even check the hours
And the clock on the wall is turning backwards
And I'm stuck inside the mirror, but
Who am I after that? Experience an ego death
Strip me of my conscience while experiencing consciousness
Who am I after that? Who the f*ck is looking back at me
I got a new perspective and a lease on life and death

I think that I talk to myself way too often I think that I'm losing my sanity
I think that I'm f*cking exhausted I think that I'm fed up, honestly
I think I could stop if I wanted I think I could change my mentality
I think that I talk to myself way too often, often