Jacob de Galicia - The Bottom Lyrics

Haven't been sober
Thinking about the reason all this is over
I was all up in my head
Even though I said I loved you
Didn't believe in what I said
'Cuz I could no longer see the light at the end
All the darkness covering the road
And with every step I took it led me further
To a life with you I needed to let go

It wasn't in me
I could give it to you girl
I promised I could
And what you gave me
Didn't deserve any of that
Not then, not now

Now that I need you more than ever
You're nowhere to be found
And I know that it's all my fault
Hope you hear me calling out
And I realize when I think of you
My whole body goes numb
I start pulling from the bottle
'Til I know I've reached the bottom

'Cuz I still love you
Well I guess that slipped out baby
I know I missed out baby
I finally realize that it's true
I keep running back 'cuz I still believe
I keep running back 'cuz you're what I need
Even though you haven't forgiven me

It wasn't in you
You couldn't stay with me no more
Too Toxic
And girl I get it
Didn't deserve nothing from you
Not then, not now

Now that I need you more than ever (Now that I need you with me)
You're nowhere to be found (You keep hiding)
And I know that it's all my fault (I know that the blame is on me)
Hope you hear me calling out (Calling out)
And I realize when I think of you (It's every time)
My whole body goes numb
I start pulling from the bottle (No, no)
'Til I know I've reached the bottom

It wasn't in you
You couldn't stay with me no more
Too Toxic
And what you gave me
Didn't deserve any of that
Not then, not now