Nicotine startin' to make sense to me cause'
Dopamine comes in dime a dozen, oh if
Listerine could wash out all the words from my mouth
I'd be a fiend, throwin' checks at CVS
I wish my homies knew I thought
About my end on a daily
But they don't know me
If they did
Bet they'd think I was
Crazy
You watch the days go by
They start to fly
And you wonder why you left
You wonder why you even try
You wonder why
You ain't felt the sky
You watch the days go by
Right by your eyes
And you don't got many left
You wonder why you even try
You wonder why
You ain't felt the sky
Wait a sec'
I spent a year dissociating I can't get it back
And the way I fiend for the stage again
If I could get a little closure it'd be in the past
(F*ck that f*ck that)
And so I'm dialed into my phone screen, no sleep
And I wonder why my friends hate me
Out my window are the same old things, routines
And I wonder why I still daydream
If it was simple then it wouldn't be the same
Cause I've been hiding my room to get away
I use a lot of different things to numb the pain
So I've been looking out my window every day
You watch the days go by
They start to fly
And you wonder why you left
You wonder why you even try
You wonder why
You ain't felt the sky
You watch the days go by
Right by your eyes
And you don't got many left
You wonder why you even try
You wonder why
You ain't felt the sky