Jacques Aroha - No Escape Lyrics

It started out slow but I was making me a name
Brodie told me save that money up don't spend it on a chain
Everybody tryna talk to me just cause I'm chasing fame
I grew older and realized that all the shit they do is lame
All the lyrics that you're hearing is coming straight from the pain
I don't even write a song no more it comes straight from the brain
My heart been broken way too many times it leaves a stain
I take a bullet and then another to the chest to feel okay
As time went on I lost a couple of friends
Tried to reach out for a couple years to make the amends
Sometimes I don't know if a nigga ever can win
I put a smile on the outside but I'm hurting within
When I don't know what to do I always talk to my twin
But lately it's been getting harder walls are slowly closing in
Now everybody telling me that I can be the man
I don't know what I've been doing so I guess I'm lost again
I lost a girl that really means a lot to me it hurt
I was hoping that one day we'd make it back and it would work
You got a bright future you gon make em go berserk
I hope that one day I can fly you out to me in turks
I really need a hug but I'm resorting to the meds
I got some trauma deep inside it's getting to my head
I got this weight that's on my shoulders like a ton of lead
It's to the point where I can't even sleep in my own bed
That's what the pain do
F*ck if they saying that it changed you
It's to the point where I had to change rooms
Get back on the straight route
It's about that time we gotta change tunes
I gotta leave it in the past to make the right move
I feel like I'm right back inside the hood with no escape
I'm praying up to God and I keep screaming out why Zay
Like why they had to take you out so early in this race
Swear I need my brother through my hardest times though not okay