Therapy Session Video (MV)

I'm lost and I'm lost and I'm lost
But I'm so broken But I keep going, keep going
But I know what it takes And I know what I can make
So I keep going, keep going, keep going
What's happening, twin? It's been a minute since we really talked
Like how you been? I see you still got all the strength to walk
But I've been struggling, I know you see it in my eyes
I got this feeling in my gut that something just ain't right
Now everybody say I changed, but a youngen' hurt
At the tender age of ten, I saw my brother on the shirt
See my hero in a casket, got me moving work
And we gon' spin, they block and spin again until I quench my thirst
Sometimes I want them niggas just to feel the same pain
I gained so much in just a snap, they took it all away
Like, Zay I need you right here, I just look up and I pray
My brother died, then I hopped on the mic, made brighter days
You see I'm lost, don't know where to go
But I'm trying to find my way back home
You see the pain, it's deep in my eyes
But I try to hide it in my soul
I've been running for so long, now everybody wanna talk they shit
I guess I'm better than this
I've been feeling all this pain deep inside and it's hitting too quick
Now tell me, what did I miss
I found some other siblings, they remind me of you
They stand tall, they stand proud, and they always stay true
Rob, I know you gonna make it, just don't take it for granted
Yoshi, keep on going, everybody having they chances
This to Kyiah, I been seeing you struggle
But my sister, you gon' make it, get it up off the muscle
I know you lost a lot, but I'm still here, so we both lost together
Don't worry, I'ma have you by my side as f*ck whoever
Now it's Rod Wave's last lap, but he started my first one
I gotta carry on the torch like I'm the first son
Like, why am I always so broken
Maybe cause I don't open
To the ones that try to talk because I pass them
I'm in a hotel late at night and I'm off a couple pills
Say, you can't hold back on me, girl, I really wish you will
You say it's gon' be A-okay, but I'm afraid to say it
Girl, I got trauma from these drugs, so just watch how you play it
Now looking back, I realize I've been hurt for way too long
Now I can't talk about my pain unless it's through a song
I need my siblings by my side or else I'm going wrong
They making jokes about my pain on Instagram and megaphones
They making jokes about my pain on Instagram and megaphones
I knew that they would do me wrong
I knew that they would do me wrong