Thinking bout you slowly turning to a bad habit
I been running through this race there ain't no passin' it
I keep on rappin' in the studio I'm passionate
I rolled a seven gram wood they say I'm spazzin twin
But Ian tryna feel this pain no more
Ain't nobody tryna help me out, and open the door
And ain't nobody seen this pain before
My heart, it broke out my chest, and now it's dead on the floor
Rae, I want you in my life again, I promise, I swear
I had to take it slow a couple times, but now I'm back there
I'm traumatized for all the pain I didn't cause it ain't fair
Dropping all these f*cking albums, hoping I make a sale
Like, why am I always the one that try to fight
The one that I would do it for had told me it ain't right
I'm boxing with myself, my soul is fighting for his life
I'm talking about my pain inside my music it ain't slight
Talking about the pain, now it's hitting on my chest
I'm taking all these drugs just to send you one text
I'm cutting off my family and I'm telling you what's next
Cause everybody try to tell me go and cop a check
I've been on a dark road, I've been feeling so alone
Why stay inside the studio I've been up in my zone
I been running out my back when everybody say I'm gone
God damn why these women always try to take you soul
Talking about the pain, now it's hitting on my chest
I'm taking all these drugs just to send you one text
I'm cutting off my family and I'm telling you what's next
Cause everybody try to tell me go and cop a check
I've been on a dark road, I've been feeling so alone
Why stay inside the studio I've been up in my zone
I been running out my back when everybody say I'm gone
God damn why these women always try to take you soul