Jade - Monster Lyrics

As a kid, I was never respected
'Cause I skeptical about having friends, yeah
But I've never been too affective, have I?
Hectic about recieving lectures, then I
Became technical about mathematics, then I
Became a devil in their eyes, but am I one?
They see a monster when I only see a boy
A simple child with his simple mind made toys
And they take him as the devil
As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell
I never had bullies, I had teachers
I never knew a student could be crucified in school, see
For them I never knew shit I was lucid dreamin', lunatic
A fool kid for the cool kidsaAnd I was useless
But that was bullshit, I knew I could do shit
I never understood them, shit that was confusing
When you're pushed into a corner and you're torn up
Without a cushion to rest your eyes
Only music, games or science
To help, 'cause the head is cryin'
But it's you, kid. Yeah, it's you kid
And you'll never live without it
They see a monster when I only see a boy
A simple child with his simple mind made toys
And they take him as the devil
As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell
Dah, dah, dah
They build his little hell
His little hell
I had the Peter Pan syndrome and I still have it
Didn't wanna live in a world full of dim habbits
Full of fury addicts, with their bills sagging
I look into my past that day in a classroom
I was sittin' in the back listenin' placidly to her when I asked a question
She thought it was too challenging to answer so
I got ejected and I got a message to my parents she was laughin' at me
Shit, I'll never get a grip after all the attacks I have packed
She pulled my hair every time she could
Now it's her turn to get by my mood
Should've killed her when I got her good
They see a monster when I only see a boy
A simple child with his simple mind made toys
And they take him as the devil
As I take his precious treasure, and they build his little hell