Jaded Beauty - I Can't Help It Lyrics

While I'm half asleep and my mind is wandering froward
You still occupy my heart even though you moved out
Loneliness and holiness are my two best friends
Cause I'm all alone and my head is bowed
But I can't I can't I can't help it
If I think you're perfect in every way
I can't I can't I can't help it
If I'm stumbling over words to speak
And I'm overthinking what you think
And I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay
I can't help it
So it's safe to assume you're doing just fine
You're living life to the fullest and you're joyful all the time
All I ever wanted was to keep you from tears
I'd dry yours while I drown in mine
But I can't I can't I can't help it
If I think you're perfect in every way
I can't I can't I can't help it
If I'm stumbling over words to speak
And I'm overthinking what you think and I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay
I can't help it
Cause I'm not good enough to stand by your side
I'm not strong enough to hold you high
I can't buy you all the diamonds and pearls
But I can love you just as much as you deserve
But I can't I can't I can't help it
If I think you're perfect in every way
I can't I can't I can't help it
If I'm stumbling over words to speak
And I'm overthinking silly things and I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay
I can't help it
I can't I can't I can't help it
If I'd trade the clean truth for dirty lies
I can't I can't I can't help it
If I'm willing to be someone else
And I'm changing all my sense of self
For the chance to hold you in my arms tonight
I can't help it