Jaded Beauty - Living Lyrics

I can't sleep anymore
I can't even close my eyes
Cause if I dream, I know they'll be filled with your lies
But have I crossed your mind my darling and do you think of me my dear
Cause I can't clean my mind and I've run out of tears
But I've given up
I casted my cares on God
Living is one thing I know how to do even if it doesn't involve you
I guess I got what I need
And since you left I saw
The emotions you spoke of never existed at all
But my heart still breaks for you
And our past is a replaying thought
But the pain I feel is stronger than the war we fought
So take it as it is
No matter what we feel
And I'll regret that I'll always love you but I won't regret having to heal
But I can't give up
My cares are always for you
Living is something I just can't do if I don't have you