Jae Fiend - Bad Winters Lyrics

You'll be right there
Too late, slip in my nightmares
I can't fight fair
Satan tellin me sign here
My wrist red, my bitch left
Me lone to die here
F*cked up, my luck up
This winter might kill

I'm losing time here, my Mama growin white hairs
I need these bans now, been stuck for the past five years
I've been hidin, don't when I'm gon try again
It's the nighttime, I'm bout to lose my mind again
Can't feel shit, my wrist slit, I'm throwing fits
I'm thinking that I don grown too quick, need slow up
They rose up, I chose drugs, over love
I'm sitting here, wondering when my f*cking time up
My life a game it's sudden death
I always think what trouble's next
I guess that dis my punishment, ay
I'm goin to sleep hopin I don't wake up again
Did nothing all day and I'm still so f*cking spent
Hold me down, I'm a, f*ckin child
I can't, do shit right, no matter, how hard I try
I'ma, f*cking mess, I'm not me when I'm depressed
Road rocky I'm tryna step, up, waiting to jus feel better
Ay, f*ck it I'm stuck dis way
I feel nothing, just cut my veins
In bed, hopin that something change, ay
Got no home, like bitch f*ck this place
All my homies is losing faith
My God love me, I'm choosing hate

You'll be right there
Too late, slip in my nightmares
I can't fight fair
Satan tellin me sign here
My wrist red, my bitch left
Me lone to die here
F*cked up, my luck up
This winter might kill