Jake Jones - please tell me that i'm still dreaming Lyrics

Yeah, I don't even know what I should say
My life feel like a movie but that don't mean that it's great
Can't believe that's how you'd do me now my life just feel so gray
Damn near hoping someone shoot me, maybe then I can escape

Guess I'll see you in hell, cause I messed up too much
And I know that I'll fail, might as well just give up
When I needed you there, you just fell out of love
And I hope that you know that I'm still trying to do what's best for you
Woah, I don't got much left to lose
No one can see it through my shoes
Oh, please tell me I'm still dreaming
Cause I can't go on every day like this
Oh, I just hope I get one wish
Oh, hoping that I can let you go

What's the matter with you?
Well, m-my girlfriend broke up with me
Sure does hurt
I guess you could join up with us if you want
Yeah, we're gonna go to the graveyard and write poems about death and how pointless life is
Uh, no thanks, I love life
Huh?! But you just got dumped?!
Well yeah, and I'm sad
But at the same time I'm really happy that something can make me feel that sad
It's like- i-it makes me feel alive, y'know
It makes me feel human
The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before
So I have to take the bad with the good
So I guess what I'm feeling is a beautiful sadness
I guess that sounds stupid