Jake LeMond - 5 Months (Up in Smoke) Lyrics

Passing notes in study hall
Please keep quiet no one knows I've fallen
Lighting up in bathroom stalls
Where dealers write their secrets I am calling
Read between your textbook lines
I swear I left a message deep inside
Hopefully life's done it's worst
If that ain't it I swear we must be cursed

I can tell that you're not feeling right
Now I know that it's all over
Long the words you used to say goodnight
But instead you said them colder

Read your books and wear your clothes
Everything you owned went up in smoke
The life that you once had is put away and wrapped up in bags
Now that your doing fine, you say you wanna be alone that's fine
But all along you're still in touch with someone that helped you lose so much

I can tell that you're not feeling right
Now I know that it's all over
Long the words you used to say goodnight
But instead you said them colder

We'd spend nights out in my car
Doing things we felt older
Wrapping you up in my arms
Fives months then it's over

And if you ever said that I was wrong
For telling you how I feel
It's not that I dragged you along
The things that I said were real
And if you needed someone to help you
Get over what you had before
It's not what I had in store
That's not what I was fighting for

I can tell that you're not feeling right
Now I know that it's all over
Long the words you used to say goodnight
But instead you said them colder

We'd spend nights out in my car
Doing things we felt older
Wrapping you up in my arms
Fives months then it's over