James Droll - Old School Heartbreak Lyrics

I wanna be sad on my own terms
I wanna hand pick how I get hurt
I know it's not real but are you sure
It's getting too hot not to get burnt

I been feeling like i'm holding my hand on a stove
I been really losing sleep and all my self control

Could you take me back
To the good old bad days
Cause all I want
Is an old school heartbreak

I may never be your friend
But I'll love you til the end
I'm just sick of pretend
And all the words that I meant

Sleeping next to windows that look in your room
I know you're not around late in the afternoon
But I hate that you can see what I've been going through
And I hate that you can feel me feel you watching you

If its ok i'll blow you kisses all the way from california
Though I don't know if they'll make it on time
I miss waiting patiently to wake up with you next to me
Can't keep missing you on screen late at night