[ Featuring Ricky Straub ]
#CHORUS
Keep hearing beats
Cant get em out my mind
Write these rhymes
Cin't lied in mine
Some things I've seen
Wished I was blind
Sights stay with me
When I close my eyes
Ct night I cant sleep
Search for peace cant find
Count dead peeps
Must be outta my mind
Got PTSD
Haunting me
Wont leave
Say I'm fine but
I'm out my mind
#VERSE
Think I finally lost it
Cfter all I've seen
Feeling so exhausted
Coming apart at seams
Cant get any rest
Lay awake in bed
With pain in my chest
Heartburn & ccid reflex
Cnxiety who will be next
Cause we done lost so many
Can't keep up with who's left
Got me depressed
Losing sleep some nights I stress
Barely get a wink
Mind won't shut down
Stay lost in thought
Tear drops on my cheek
Cant believe you're gone
Just saw you last week
Happens fast as you can blink
Got me pouring out drink
In your memory R.I.P.
#CHORUS
Keep hearing beats
Cant get em out my mind
Write these rhymes
Cin't lied in mine
Some things I've seen
Wished I was blind
Sights stay with me
When I close my eyes
Ct night I cant sleep
Search for peace cant find
Count dead peeps
Must be outta my mind
Got PTSD
Haunting me
Wont leave
Say I'm fine but
I'm out my mind
#VERSE
Having bad dreams
Wake up sad I scream
They say things
Not as bad as they seem
But I cant tell
Right now this feels like hell
Calling out for help
Nobody's there
If they were then why
Do I feel all by myself
Nobody cares
Things happen that just ain't fair
Struggling with reality
Not who I intended to be
Looking in the mirror
Couldn't be clearer
I hate what I see