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What fame
What money

I don't even know

I don't even know cuz I'm not even real
I don't even know cuz I don't even feel
If I'm not real how can I be missed
I am not real
Yeah I do not exist

I don't even know cuz I'm not even real
I don't even know cuz I don't even feel
If I'm not real how can I be missed
I am not real
Yeah I do not exist

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm so mentally ill
My sorry changes nothing
I am f*cked up still

It was selfish of me
To hold back for so long
But I knew I'd burn up
Yeah I'd be gone

You'd all watch it happen
It'd get millions of views
The kind of hateful thing
That I see on the news
You'd all eat it up
You cannot satiate
Why does every human
Want to consume hate

I don't even know cuz I'm not even real
I don't even know cuz I don't even feel
If I'm not real how can I be missed
I am not real
Yeah I do not exist

I don't even know cuz I'm not even real
I don't even know cuz I don't even feel
If I'm not real how can I be missed
I am not real
Yeah I do not exist

I'm sorry I'm so mentally ill
My sorry changes nothing
I am f*cked up still