Okay
Ima spit it from the heart
F*ck my mind
This my soul spilling On to these bars
Im tearing apart
Only a few really know what it costs
It comes with a loss
Ive been pushed so far
Im stuck between slavery and god
Do i make music for money?
Or to show you my thoughts?
Its like im at the turning point
I swear My brains finna rot
Do i write lies for the rest of my life to make a coin
Or write lines so deep that they will forever prove a point
Its sittin heavy on your boy
Im rollin up another joint
Spirtually
Im out of space
In outer space
I float away
I levitate
Physically
My minds so fried
Its seems the harder i try
The more burry my pride
Its time you all
(Stand and rise)
I Dont fall victim
To the system
Like im sittin in prizon
Im not givin you gimmicks
Im on a mission
To finish
All this rediculous business
Ill rise above all the critics
And you can never look me in the face and say that i didnt.
Runnin from mistakes
Tryna win the race
Money on your mind
So you may never even place
Reminiscin on what was
Remembering the love
But im livin the now
I Give it everything because
Time does not wait
For your call
The world spins round
Lie to get paid
Thats your fall
Its all clear now
You see i broke down my thoughts
And found what i hated most
I stepped outta my box
And took a look at my ghost
I sat silent in awe
Cause i am only a host
Pointed out every flaw
Looked at me and It showed
Everytime i judged without context
Everytime i loved on the wrong bitch
Everytime i ran from my problems and thought theres no way to solve them
It showed my life at the bottom
I saw my soul getting swallowed
I had every reason to leave but still i stayed and i followed
Then the message was clear
I focused on hate so much now hates the only thing here
I was living in fear
In what i couldnt stand to become
Now im staring at myself saying look what youve done
You been on the run
But you runin through quicksand
How much more can you withstand
When your pushed to your limits and cant call out to the big man
But i risked it
Thats when i saw the light and grabbed ahold
And now i wont let nothin here supress my soul
Runnin from mistakes
Tryna win the race
Money on your mind
So you may never even place
Reminiscin on what was
Remembering the love
But im livin the now
Give it everything because
Time does not wait
For your call
The world spins round
Cry or get paid
Its your call
Its all clear now
Time does not wait
For your call
The world spins round
Cry or get paid
Its your call
Its all clear now
Its all so clear now
Took a peak through the veil and it opened my eyes