Jamian - Mindset Lyrics

A moth to the flame is how I feel in this game of life
I'm in the midst of it all, the trials and all the things that I pray for
Won't come to pass if I don't believe in what I say
So, I'll be better off alone to anticipate on my own
And live in misfortune
This blood in my eyes will make my vision distorted
My body is releasing endorphins to relieve it all
And started going through withdrawals
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems
Who's realer than real?
When everybody got to take time to heal
I keep it concealed and get iller than ill
It's not ideal, they aim to shoot to kill the realest
Why am I living to need to worry about my well-being
And break this double team that got a double meaning
Flesh and spirit disagreeing, I got different reasons
Everything happens for a reason, life is full of seasons
Man, forget the four seasons
When is the off-season?
Why I feel like there's no rest in battles with my demons
Life's a mess and when the root of my struggles are deepened I'm ashamed
How am I supposed to witness with this easing pain
These self-inflicted curses say things under my name as a result of these mind games
And never once lied through their teeth
Stand on the surface of hell beneath me as I look for relief
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems
What's the matter?
It's hard to sleep when the pressure is a lot
Satisfaction for a while won't hide your pain in a cough
It's a renewal of your mind that rid the voices in talks
Walk in the door without the need to knock
I'm sensitive to this adrenaline rush when it stops
I wish time had stopped for when I was living, I never was
All this depression I withhold
And live in silence to hear my heart's beating slow
This music's my therapy and the remedy is the cause of mental illness in where the voices shout
Start to question what's real when the sounds somehow will keep my heart pumping
Until the blood runs out or when it reaches my mouth
To make my family proud but more importantly myself
And then suffer a relapse
In the mind-field is where they tell you relax
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems
This the life or death of me (It's my mindset)
Hear the urgency in these screams (It's my mindset)
Got to get it by any means (It's my mindset)
Life ain't what it seems, life ain't what it seems