Shed Tears Video (MV)

Ok let's rewind
You're getting to ahead of yourself
Let's step back and take a look at the road ahead
I see flashing lights and when your name is in lights you lose your sight
To walk by faith in hopes to die
Walked through the valley of the shadow of death where your hope dies
Walking with my shoelaces knotted I need to cut these soul ties
My spirit left my mind and left the casket with my body inside
In the afterlife I'm getting brought to life
But I can't stay in the same place, you got to grow
I'm going to rest my case even on death row
They always say it's hard to get rich and stay saved
Better let it go
I can tell you all my dreams and such but I'm afraid you'd walk out and say enough is enough
I'm afraid to walk this out because if I lose my touch
Then I can never show my face because I would cry not blush
Man I'm still trying to free myself from lust
Bleeding out and falling out of love and trust I'm numb
I'll know I've fallen out of love with this game when you never heard of me or my name
Safe to say I never mentioned my name but when I look into the mirror I start to question my name
Seeing different faces
I'm chasing blue faces
Paid to get these faces a facelift
Pay to get myself a facelift
Because ain't nobody gonna make me happy I'm faceless
And yeah I know it's makeshift but tell me if we're in a good place I'm faithless
Feels like we're stuck in the matrix and I've been here for way too long I'm impatient
Trying to get out of my head
I'm on the edge and about to lay myself in my bed my deathbed
Can you tell it's a fantasy in my head
It's an illusion and I'd rather put my faith where I bled
I've shed tears for this game
Shed tears for his name
After a while you're learning that you're numb from the pain
Had to take control and free myself from these chains
They don't understand I'm filled with the blood from his veins
That girl a demon want to drink the blood in my veins
My momma told me not to give my heart to these things
In the last of the last days
Unto death sin unto what's next
More and more sin to regret before I take my final breath
You know I think to fully understand a person's guilt and shame
You'd have to reach the point of unforgiving with yourself first
Unto death unto whatever's next
Is there life after death?
Is a question that gets asked a lot
My response to that is I need help