Jaredise - Way Back Lyrics

Way Back
Okay
I'm goin' up ain't no doubtin' it
Used to whisper my name now they shoutin' it
Money in my lap and I'm countin' it
Liquor in my cup and I'm downin' it
Y'all thought I was done? Naw I'm Felicia's son
Growin' up I lacked confidence
Self aware nowadays, I seek providence
Abandonment issues, grabbin' my tissues
Please take a seat, let me talk a bit
Morals these days like the titanic cause they sinkin
Plummeting like a plumber, let that sink in
You felt that in your chest?
You need to re-think then
She saying i'm doing the most, well damn, who doing the least then?
I guess I'm the new beast friend?
Check out my new piece then
Keeping shit straight, like a line, I'm a crease then
Too much talkin' 'bout things in this world that don't have no substance
I guess you too worried 'bout everybody else's judgement?
Past women hit my line now, can't fit them in them budget
Shout out to my baby girl Londyn, that's my nugget
Sent you a text, you ignored it, I know you seen it
You finally sent one back but I know you ain't mean it
Damn I can't believe it, shit was cold like I'm anemic
Way back, way back, way back, way back, way back, way back, way back, way back
Way back
I was sleepin' on Grandma's air mattress
The man in the mirror is the one i'm battlin' with
Anyone else? I never seen as competition
Overcome myself and circumstance was the only mission
All these stories I tell, please believe they never fiction
Lookin' way back, I'm so glad I never settled
Nowadays they treat me like I won a gold medal
Came a long way, but feels like I ain't pushed the pedal
Yea, it's okay to let it out
Kids these days only out here chasin' clout, lost souls
But that's just my word of mouth
Bottle my emotions, this is me lettin 'em out
Missin' my father but someday we'll meet again
Finally found a space where I don't have to pretend
Wrote this on your birthday somethin' made me grab the pen
Music healed my soul, so you know I'ma drop again
Yea, 808's and heartbreaks
Wonder my world always shake like earthquakes?
Seeing leaves fall, time for me grab a rake
End of the day you gotta make something shake
Yea, look at this I came far
Now I'm out the country gettin' treatment like a star
Steering wheel on the other side of the car
Devil want my soul, so I had to raise the bar
Yea