Spend a little time on the bottom where the pills lie
I get so high
I don't wanna go I don't even wanna know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why
Sober never comes when I'm gone I don't why
Cause I'm down take the dosage just to get by
Nevermind I lied took the pill just a few times
I can't even explain what my body feels like
I can't keep up
Cause you keep on changing
Demons in my head
And they really got me debating
But I can't go man, I can't fold for that
This necklace golden baby, I though that I told you that
So come with me and I can show you where the pros is at
Just follow me cause I'm gone show you where the blow is at
White girl, but that bih already knowin that
White girl, she could show you where its snowing at
Said I changed up, perkies help me get by
I'm at the bottom, underwater I don't feel right
Thats why I swallow all my problems on a still night
My demons talkin to me, you f*ck with them pills right?
Spend a little time on the bottom where the pills lie
I get so high
I don't wanna go I don't even wanna know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why
Sober never comes when I'm gone I don't why
Cause I'm down take the dosage just to get by
Nevermind I lied took the pill just a few times
I can't even explain what my body feels like
Ain't no toxins
It took awhile to clean up
Went through bottle
And bottle
All just to fell numb
There's nothing beautiful
Tripping and getting f*cked up
Nothing more than a dangerous
Way to feel loved
And embraced
Let the white take my face
Let the green take my brain
Let the brown fill my veins
Now it's sun in its place
It was more than mistakes
I had lived what I chased
Now I'm back inside my own damn head
Nothing in my body but the warmth I shed
It's been years since I was f*cked up in my bed
Taking drugs to pass the time in love with meds
I had nothing else to do but dumb the dread
But now
But now I'm alright
I ain't touch a down
Ain't touch an up and I feel just fine
So sober I'm so over
Fighting death
Ain't no more cold nights
Ain't no more cold night
Spend a little time on the bottom where the pills lie
I get so high
I don't wanna go I don't even wanna know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why
I don't wanna go I don't even wanna know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why
Murder what she wrote but she don't even know why