Jay Akki - Fallout Lyrics

I swallow my pride
If only to swallow the fallout
God knows I tried
To call out
To you
I never wanted to
End this friendship
But it's something I gotta do
We're on two different levels
Let that mean what you want it to
You gotta call it true
Should you choose not to
Ain't nobody stopping you
Business in the start
Brothers in the end
Both followed our heart
Split up at the bend
Your path is not mine
My path is not yours
Should the two meet up in the future
I'm not sure
I'm not your
Teacher anymore
There is nothing else you can learn
Let us usher in a new age
We gotta let it burn
I don't mean the hate
Make no mistake
I've no ill will towards you
I just wanna keep you safe
That's what you do for your family
No matter what else is happening
I don't care if you are mad at me
It's gon' have to be what it has to be
I'm looking out for catastrophe
For everybody who laughed at me
They gon' have to see
That this is more than a rapping thing
It's praphecy
I swallow my pride
If only to swallow the fallout
God knows I tried
To call out
To you
Like Forever Famous this is not a diss
I'm an optimist
If only there was an option which could stop this split
But I'm positive
That there is no turning back now
Ask Ackbar it's a trap now
And I'm not planning to back down ever again
Ima lay the smackdown raw with the pen
Every single temptation
I've been wrestling with's 'bout to feel my grip
Putting on self-control as the spirit takes hold
Better know I'm not 'bout to slip like Freudian
You can't psych me out with your poisoning
And though I'm not out to destroy the man
If he insults my Lord again
Better know that we'll never be boys again
This ain't no Boyz II Men
I can't follow you down to the end of that road
Do you know where that goes? Into a black hole
I'd be better off swallowing black mold
Chasing it down with my pride and some goose
And some cranberry juice
You can't handle the truth that I handed to you
So I took it back and I disbanded from you
That's what you do when your family
Can't understand what is happening
I don't care if you are mad at me
It's gon' have to be what it has to be
I'm looking out for catastrophe
For everybody who laughed at me
They gon' have to see
That this is more than a rapping thing
It's praphecy
I swallow my pride
If only to swallow the fallout
God knows I tried
To call out
To you