Nightmare Video (MV)

I woke up stressed out
Had a couple mental breakdowns
And you know it's not safe now
Welcome to the madhouse
Live my life in a nightmare
Evil thoughts never play fair
Too crowded like Times Square
Live my life in a nightmare

I'm scared I'm scared
I don't really think I'm alone in here
Somethings behind me, somethings watching
Maybe it's just me maybe I'm not sane
It doesn't really matter jay
You gotta put a brave face on
Cause people might take it wrong
If you say some'in
Tunnel vision indecision Horror movie television
Make a wish and make it simple
Keep it all up In the mental
I tried to be alright Nightmares don't stay in night
Terrors grip me tight I tried to be alright
Feel the stress arise And press through my eyes
Blurry vision collide With all the pain inside
I can't breath, I need to work
I can't think, my mind hurts

I woke up stressed out
Had a couple mental breakdowns
And you know it's not safe now
Welcome to the madhouse
Live my life in a nightmare
Evil thoughts never play fair
Too crowded like Times Square
Live my life in a nightmare

I might, have mentioned, I'm de-mented
In a, vent an, yes I, meant it
Is that, offensive? Yeah, I get it
But then, so what? I still, said it
I don't know why I ask people to follow me
When every single thought jsut feels like halloween
I can't fathom it, thinking is challenging
I'm still prattling, mind still battling
So what? So what if you don't like the way I talk
That makes two of us, two people that don't like me at all ah
I tried to be normal, change the way I see
But I'm living in a nightmare
I guess that's what being different means

I mentioned in a vent that I'm demented an I meant it and I know that that's offensive but I'm only being pensive and it's making all this tension cause this anger's my invention and I keep it to myself but then I go and blame a friendship
An it's because I'm a hothead and I write it down in op-ed
And I'm too stupid to not because controlled my emotions
And I'm going through the motions and I rap with a devotion but I spend my days alone ah

I woke up stressed out
Had a couple mental breakdowns
And you know it's not safe now
Welcome to the madhouse
Live my life in a nightmare
Evil thoughts never play fair
Too crowded like Times Square
Live my life in a nightmare

Nightmare

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